Thursday, December 08, 2005

Is this the blog for me?

To blog or not to blog? I'm currently comparing Blogger and MySpace.com to see which I prefer.
I'm also reviewing my current relationship. I think it is a very good idea to have a six week review of an embryonic relationship. If I'm not happy with certain things now, I don't expect them to improve.
I don't like being taken for granted by the current man in my life, and quarantined from friends and family as though I'm a guilty secret. If I need to feel guilty, I can manage that all on my own.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Quiet desperation

I'm trying not to panic about the huge tasks I have before me. I feel like I'm fully stretched at the moment, and yet I haven't even started two major tasks - joining the gym and getting fit, and finishing THAT seven-minute animation! Work has been very stressful lately. I think I've come through the worst of it, and kept colleagues and clients happy (for the most part).

OK, in about two weeks I will go to the gym - once I've finished planting trees. Then I won't have to go out to dig holes and shovel mulch in the dark. I must say it's not as hard as I thought - the cats skip around and have great fun, and the outside spotlights mean that I can see spiders before I pick them up.

Then, in about three weeks, I will start working on Black Mary in earnest. I think I'm clear about how I will finish this. I've discovered lots of good ideas recently in terms of style. I intend to vastly simplify the narrative, this will be a big help. I saw short animation sessions at MIFF - this reminded me that a simple work can be more effective (and easier to finish!).

I'm concerned that no-one cares about indigenous people anymore, or bushrangers. I think the media and public have been tricked into an obsession with terrorism, when our lives are at greater threat from many other social issues. Car crashes and cancer kill many more people!

However, I don't think I can manufacture a story about terrorism just for relevance's sake. I can show paranoia and distrust, which I think are part of the same issue. But I will have to stick to the story I believe in. Who knows what people will see in the story? I might as well be honest to what I want to do. For instance, the South Park creators didn't try to recreate Martin Scorsese films.

Monday, September 05, 2005

A new start

I'm excited about starting this new blog. I've created posts on Livejournal in the past. However, I've felt it necessary to move on from that community. After a major breakup, there are too many people who are no longer part of my life. Time for a new start.

I planted six fruit trees on the weekend, and bought an orange tree and a Tahitian lime tree. I love to see the garden taking shape. I am very impatient about the pace of change. I guess designing a garden is a good exercise for me, because you must be patient; the true design will only take shape over time.

I think I have always been a goal-driven person. I guess this makes me discontented in a way, and yet it also gives me hope. In some ways I am an optimist; and yet, with my planning, I guess I do believe you can change your life for the better.

I won't lose sight of my artwork. I would like to restore my bush block and my little colonial house; but I want to finish my animation as well!
That seven minute animation... incredible how long it can take!